Saturday, February 13, 2010

Hurt

The day was good.

During the first half I enjoyed it. The usual Saturday routine.

For Valentine's I took my mom and brother to see Percy Jackson and the lightning Thief. It was good...though I was looking forward to bumping into someone...didn't happen...then

I got emotional...and now I'm hurting myself....

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Up, down, perfect

I felt down for most of the day...simply depressed and stressed. At various intervals two of my cos made me smile or laugh, but the day was mostly an emotional drag.

In addition there was also a slight to normal headache which took turns with a dizzy and light-headed feeling.I simply would've loved to be away from work, possibly sleeping. Maybe even the thought of having to go to karate would have made it bearable.

Black is still ill.

Oddly/Fortunately/Surprisingly I met a friend (GELL4) who I initially met when in high school. We attended different schools saw each other once. Then there is an insertion of a wide gap (years) which ends or maybe breaks tonight. We spoke for an extremely long while. It was good catching up. There was an exchange or rather taking of song (on my part).

Something that struck me, is that people change...our perception of people change.

I thoroughly enjoyed the exchange, laughter, shock, surprise, the uplifting of spirits, lots of smiles....never a dull moment. Think I forgot to mention my mom was there..and took part completely.

I'm not interesting company and my conversations end at "How are you?" but it was good. Since I didn't do a lot of the talking per se. It surely makes me feel pleased.

What I felt at the end of this day...was high.

*I'm thinking of joining the Shooting Club - To be detailed later.

*Mom gave me my V pressie already :-) - Detailed later

Peace & Love


Shazi C

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Work

So I was sick for awhile. I called several cos on Sunday informing them that I wouldn't be at work on Monday.

On Monday the co-worker charged with picking me (let's call him the driver) up showed up, and was told for a second time that I wasn't going to work that day. He makes small talk then leaves.

On Tuesday, the driver does not show up after I've called over eight times. Finally after contacting other cos, he answers saying he's already at work and includes the excuse that he had been told by a Super that the Boss said I was sick AND that his phone had been on silent for the entire time. I eventually get a ride from another co who had to leave work to pick me up.

Today, I called the driver when I completed dressing at seven o'clock, he said he was leaving his home. (Now...it takes my mother about ten minutes to get from where we live to where he lives. She drives slowly...no one drives behind of her.) He picked me up at seven thirty and he always speeds.

Now tell me should I be angry because I was pissed.

Thankfully, the Lord has some Christians around me. Thank you, Father!

Peace & Love
Shazi C

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Writing

I have not been doing much of it, but after seeing that there was a contest. I decided I'd simply write, thought that today was the deadline.

My hopes aren't too high. But I'd be pleased to be placed.

Write On!

Shazi C

Pause

I've been out for a while due to some problems with my connection and google.


Life's continued on it's normal path. Black has been home from mid-Thursday due to him using a non-prescription medicine which isn't for persons like himself with hypertension. Apparently he's been taking it for a while on a daily basis. It didn't affect his brain but he's still feeling dizzy.

Also, I began to get a flu last week, but I was able to keep the fever at bay...unfortunately I was left with a terrible cold which has affected my breathing badly. At first, talking, lying, sitting and standing felt as though I'd be running a mile or more. Thankfully it's much better now, I can walk and sit for longer after taking several concoctions.

For the said health problems, I'll be taking a week out from Karate and I'll be taking off the day tomorrow from work. I hope this pause will be good enough to get me to perfection (better than before).

Peace & Love!

Shazi C