Thursday, November 24, 2011

Lately...Thank You, Jesus.

Lately, without doing anything extra except thinking that I am the best me there is I have been feeling more accomplished, and confident. THanks goes to the Father, and a friend Kadeedm Joseph who posted a quite on Facebook sometime ago which said that we'll never get farther than we think we can. From that point I decided to think that I am the best along with a few other positive statements which have brought me to a point of writing two poems. Poems which I didn't force but write as the came/ were seen . If that's not good enough then you should know that lyrics have been coming to me as I shower, ride on the bus, and listen to music.

The old, more artistically inclined me has re-awaken. Thank you, Jesus.

I'm off to do Math, share my writing and watch vlogs by The Vlog Brothers: Hank and John Green.

Peace and Blessings
God be with you

Monday, November 21, 2011

Life Is What You Make It

November 21, 2011 23:10

Today didn't go as I planned. I am yet to complete my math and modern markup and I'm still feeling mediocre in drawing.

I am, however, feeling much better on an emotional level, which is proving to be good for my academic progress which, though small is significant I can say that I now understand the majority of the Markup in Mathematics of Finance and I am a bit closer to finalizing my final project for drawing as well as beginning a plan for its execution. In addition I've made the decision and have begun to distance myself from persons who try to and are holding me back specifically a cousin and a classmate. At first I wasn't going to tell them, but I've decided that it's best to make them know so as to make it easier for myself and avoiding them both.

This year has truly been one of many ups and downs and I'm pleased to say that I will be ending this one as I did last year, on a high. They will not be in the same vicinity but a high is a high nonetheless and I am more than thankful for it. I hope to begin writing again sometime soon.

Writing so my heart can breathe
Writing so my soul can sing
Writing so that the earth can feel me living

I still the love the man I fell in love with at the beginning of the year. I can say without a doubt that I love our relationship. He's not my lover...but he is so much more. :')

Peace and Blessings
My the joy that sprouts these tears within my soul inspiring the churning zeal find your mind wherever it reads.

Monday, November 14, 2011

It Takes One Person To Light The World ;)

Over the last few years I've been absent on WDC as it is affectionately known.

I happened by in time to see that an auction was ongoing and guiltily put in a bid. A way of telling myself that it was okay with this act to cover my neglect. The package auction included three reviews among other literary gifts.

After allowing more than enough time to pass due to my lack of time management I popped in to WDC without expecting anything. Instead I was greeted by: reviews for Do You Know, Daddy, and Running. I'd forgotten about all except Daddy and the reviews by Steve brought me back to a place within myself which I call home, haven.

I'm feeling quite pleased with myself now, having been reassure that my home remains and that I am still who I set out to be. It feels good. And though it seems like I'll be forfeiting NaNo I still feel like the writer I am.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Flu

Can you imagine in less than a month I have the flu...AGAIN!!!

How fun! And now I have even more work to do.