I'm

I'm lost. I did something stupid. I believed that your interest in me was something lasting...worthwhile. I know you said it wasn't for anything pertaining to intimacy but that's what I believe nonetheless. How I could continuously fool myself it's just ridiculous.

That was written yesterday. I'm definitely depressed. Let's hope and pray that I can get my assignments done
I'm trying not to act depressed. I don't want to lose everything. Sometimes I think I belong in therapy....but it's Antigua.....

Peace, Love, and Blessings