I hate...

I hate the fact that my ex PROMISED to collect something I bought online and send it to me and then told me he'd collected and mailed it to me when he DIDN'T. I HATE that he's such a boy he neglect my calls, IMS, and emails about the topic. and I HATE that he didn't have the guts to say I won't do it. I hate that he couldn't say to himself...."Well since I am going home, I'll just bring it with me." I hate that I had to find out by the company emailing me that the package had been returned. I hate that I'll have to spend more money and I hate that the money I spent will probably go down the drain.


Most of all I hate that I trusted him yet again, when I really didn't need to. I hate that I still allow him to hurt me. I hate that I might still have feelings for him. If I dind't it wouldn't hurt so much would it?

I hate that he wasn't man enough to face me.


*sigh*