written April 24, 2014
Trying to maintain a steady weight for most of my life. It is terribly difficult. Not because I can't control my hunger, not because I love food which I do, not because I don't have enough self-control.
The problem is the constant tug-of-war "Eat more", "Eat less", "You're too fat", "I can't even see you in your clothes".
When I eat, I am told I am too fat, and stop eating, as much, and then I'm told I need to be eating more because it's unhealthy. But how am I suppose to do this? When I'm my perfect weight I here about how overweight I am. There is never peace. No one ever shuts up. No one ever minds their own business. And they are always bold, as if their opinion is that important.
Trying to maintain a steady weight for most of my life. It is terribly difficult. Not because I can't control my hunger, not because I love food which I do, not because I don't have enough self-control.
The problem is the constant tug-of-war "Eat more", "Eat less", "You're too fat", "I can't even see you in your clothes".
When I eat, I am told I am too fat, and stop eating, as much, and then I'm told I need to be eating more because it's unhealthy. But how am I suppose to do this? When I'm my perfect weight I here about how overweight I am. There is never peace. No one ever shuts up. No one ever minds their own business. And they are always bold, as if their opinion is that important.
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Thanks. Danke. Grazie. Gracias.