Is It Me?

Is it me who's wrong? Who knows? Do I care? Two need answers and I don't care to answer any.

Hurting because you've been hurt is heartless, childish/immature leading only to hurting one's self in the process.

I never liked it when my ex did it, and I dislike it more in relatives. It pisses me off that they try to get back at me for unintentionally and unknowingly hurting them. It hurts more than the normal hurt if there is such a thing.

You know I love you I show it in many ways...through sharing my art which I hold dear, doing things for you which I'd do for no other and yet you wilfully hurt me in the meanest of ways. I've put my heart on the line many times. I am your paparazzi, your Golden Globe audience, your fan when I need my own and you forget every time....only remembering to hurt me when I'm already at my lowest low. Thank you.

Thank you for showing me how you love. I won't follow in the pattern but neither will I subject myself to such beauty. This is the cut off point...it won't be easy but nothing worthwhile is.

Good Bye